What happen when life is without SS501

I have been thinking what will really happen when SS501's songs were not in my life. What I going to and how I'm going to live? Anyway these few days have been thinking so many things about my studies and SS501's oppa but I still very concern about SS501 very much that every notes, every songs, every translate, everything that belong to them really are in the deep of my heart. I have not been thinking to much so that I will not get so emotional in many things and wanted to be strong enough even though TripleS are facing SS501 disband but I think that most of the TripleS are very strong and willing to get all the information for others to know the lastest news ever. Everytime, I get a heart break or sadness i was wondering that why people must have feeling and why people will get heart break so easily and hard to forget something. Why poeple were made like this and why we must have tears to show our sadness? Ever since, I know SS501 I have a very nice and wonderful life for me. I did not get sad easily and when I was really sad, just need to find their sad songs and I will really cry while listening to them. That was the life after I know them. I did not even want to think that they will disband and I thought was the rumours that are talking about, but I did not even notice that they are trying to disband. The news speard so fast that almost all the blogs are talking about and TripleS are really very worry for them. TripleS don't wish that SS501 will end their boy group here and for just who know them after watching leader act in Boys Over Flower. Until now, I still don't believe that news. After so many about SS501 information had really make me heart break, I dont feel like talking about it.
Next posting is about the start of the new term, I have change my place today and i was sitting at the back of the classroom, but I really like my new seating arrangement so that was not a problem anyway where I sit is all the same, just that I don't like to move around the class. I had my new timetable but I dont really like it beacuse tomorrow have 6 periods of maths but I think I can overcome anything. I have agree that I must study hard for my N Level and wanted to study music after graduate from Secondary school. I think today I have a long posting and I really tired about it so I will stop here.

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I think that is all for the post. Hope that I will have time to post after many things have happen and hope that I have the feeling to post more.